2011-09-18

steele_oracle: (Breakdowns stupid rocks)
2011-09-18 10:10 am

Did I just write myself in to a corner? CORNERS ARE EVIL!

So right.... maybe it's just a bunch of empty worry that I woke up with this morning or maybe I'm just dumb or maybe I just did something dumb. Anyways, I think I came to a realization of something....

REALIZATION #1:
 Serotype is a shut-in. Seriously, she's rarely left her lab to do anything and I'm pretty sure she might burn herself out. I think that maybe it's more bad writing on my part. But until her plot actually kicks off and she finds herself in the desert, she's pretty much been in her lab, out training, or occasionally out for a short flight. Maybe I'm a moron here or maybe there might be a point or maybe Morning!Brain is messing with my zen thing.

REALIZATION #2: Dipper is not very good at staying on anyone's radar. Krax pointed this out before but I think I really need to think about this. Yeah... he DOES have his coming-of-age story but no actual things in the ways of concrete plot except for a tidbit there and a little something here. Otherwise, once again, I think I may have stranded the poor guy.

REALIZATION #3:
What are you doing Blaster? I mean really. Sure, I do have some plot things going on with you and I do think about you a lot. You're my resident loud mouth, why aren't you louder? Or am I just doing a bad job. I dunno. I'm probably second guessing myself a lot this morning.

Actually I might be. Or maybe it might be poor writing on my part. Maybe I really do need to step up my game. I guess one of my greatest fears right now is that I'm going to eventually write myself in to a corner and that corner is coming up a lot faster than I realize. So yeah.... maybe I'm just worried right now. Morning!Brain is just not helping.

I guess what triggered this is all the plotting I see going on and I go "Ooooo! Plotting. I like seeing that!" and I'll be honest, I really do love seeing that. But maybe I'm just feeling all kinds of shy or something. I have really no idea. But sometimes I do feel like I'm some kinda bump on the log or something. I'm not sure. But I do know that I *MUST* be doing something. Maybe I think this through much more better in the afternoon or evening or something. As it stands right now, I do feel a bit unbalanced and that's not good.

Stop being so unbalanced, Steele.

- Steele